Cancer free?

How can I feel cancer free when every time I look in the mirror, I see a cancer patient. Chemotherapy is cruel in so many ways but the way it lingers on is so bloody frustrating.

I realised this weekend I am already sick of my hats, and the scarfs are just too complicated some days. The reality is I could be like this for months yet.

Do I get a wig?

Do I order more hats?

Is there a magic hair growing serum?

I just want to be normal again. I know I have to be patient, but it is so hard and frustrating and paralysing and grrrrrr

Don’t worry I’m okay, I just needed a rant and….. I’ve ordered more hats.

Ax

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