Well….. shit

Tonight I don’t have many words. To be honest, I’m shell shocked. Chemotherapy starts on the 10th of March.

I’m tough and strong, but for some reason the prospect of losing my hair is more scary than losing my boobs. I guess it’s because I’m actually going to look like a cancer patient. At the moment, I look like normal Amber.

I know you are all behind me and I promise to ask and accept help, but for now I need some time to process.

Ax